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People Are funny when they think you are in a state to followm them as they see you. they do this may out of way to makes themselves feel better about themselve, or maybe out of selfish reason..This is something we never find out! I say no matter how rediculous the request might seem.. You sould feel sorry for this type of indiviual. Their can be many mental issues that comes from this way of thinking...

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The sad part is that they don't even see what it is that they are saying and doing, due too their own iunsecurities! I'm not weak nor will I allow others top classify me in this catagorery... Their is nothing about me that makes me confused or delusional. I'm all man and I love my women... Or woman only I must say. Hi my love! I found that during this pandemic, people are litterally losing their minds and its disturtbing by itself... 

I'm  writIng this Because it is real important not to adopt this projecting of thinking from others. If you do I can only see it enind in confusing and couresing in form in everthing around keeping you lost and confused in a mental state.

I know several who have this issue and I feel like today was a good day to warn others of what wrong view in thinking dose to individuals and relationship! So when you see this have compassing for these people and try not too Let it disturb your mind.. When you do See it... I see this a lot  and mother is  one of them amongst Others... 

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No in the last 48 hrs I ma sound like a person who has appointment with the person who needs me on their couch for $250 an hour. Well We all have issues... Have you ever have anyone try to erase you... Literally! I have ... I know it's messed up, but this is life... People have no bounds to what the will do to keep a secrete... I'm the devil is what other people tell me  and he is unholy, says who? So many people trying to save others when its yourself that is drowning, save yourself! 

Not angry just telling my side of things in situations I have been going through! Life is fun and games until someone tells a story that makes sense... I up writing not cause I want all to know my story. I doing it for my kids who will not talk to me know, that their dad is not all that bad, based on what my relatives told them... People will do anything to hide things or secretes!

I want people to be how they are gonna be, just be honest! That is all I want, and you would be amazed about how many people are caught up in their own lie....Then they believe their own lies and this is the part where its interesting, on my mom side we have a history of it. Have you ever grown up in a family where they serve you sepatism... Served cold everyday while I was growing up at my house!

To be continued....

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Well I writing this not because I me just because I can! People think that they can sweep me under a rug, I'm  not here pose for anyone. I woke up PISSED!  Now Im writing... my business helping others git out of bull-jive and this is good business! I sepicalize in this business, cecause it's good business...

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My Mom and my stepdad and let's not forget my sister have all changed their information thinking that I would not be able to find them...Well hello... Public info is not hard to find... Look it up! its all there to find if you know where too look... I writing this because this is my online diary....The phones are up and my time clock is off....I'm tired and misunderstood... This is the best time to write.

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 People take me granted! I'm not here to be treated like a mat  you use at your door way, you throw on the ground only use it too wipe your feet when you feel unclean. I am not what you think! I not a treat 

 or virus. I am me! People only have a  problem with you because they see the you in them... So if you get uncomfortable in your own skin, that means someone else is trying to project their bull-Sh*t into your life... Don't fall for it! I created the Dormitory Mechanic because I was the person who society left out when I knew what the problem was... Now everyone acts liks it me.... Well F*ck U! 

This is me now! Villainz~! I'm not dumb and not lacking in resources!

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the difference between me and everyone else is nothing. Were either a mirror image  of another person in your space, learing a lesson or getting kick by karmas fate. School or Prison! Your choice! No one wants to hear the truth. Why? The truth is too complex and scary. 

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My mom was on og them. I could not tell you how many of my family members developed, amneisa and just blocked out parts of their childhood...This has been my observation with people I have come across on my journey! Well life can't be that bad to where you have too block sh*t out! 

The messed up thing is how is it possible that people can try to project themselves on to you, but deny anthing you say as not being valid. See that's were I feel like this is bullSh*t, you know what I mean. I say if you give advise do be too pirdeful on recieving it as well.

 

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Yes this did Happen! Well I could not leave you hanging and long frown on the face, with my last post. So working for cousins, and fa chile watching a few rich kids. Now Winne I will call and her Two kind , BrieONE she was the 2year old samart as hell as also a smart a** when she dose not get her way, now brother was just a year or two older. He was alsoa little genius and I really mean that. So we lived in the huge house in Temecula Ca. So what up to the normal wake and bake, Because in the time I needed it to get it through the Day. 

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When your wating the grown people. the advanced little miget like people. I  mean just really smart kids. So They were always in competitiion with each other it would drive you crazy and the would just debate each other into tears Literaly!.lol I know it was crazy. So I cleaning up the how gettting the kids together and care for them until my cousins make it home From Winnie and Moby... Off in L.A. doing L.A sh*t, Califorins do ont he weekends! Excatly!  So everything  is going to plan. 

Now the kids were playing and getting long for more that 2 hours which iss getting in the guniss world books of records, real soon. I mean that as a mathaphor. Okay rember I said  The competion thing between them, here it comes. BrieONE  was teasing ther brother by Monters and not The Munsters the show we all love on TV. I was down stair cleaing and managing these kids.  So I her it going south.... 

Munsters!, She was Like MMMMMontsers! It getting louder between them, again their doing back and forth. then It gose quite.. This is the part that worried me. So I waited, and nothing. 

I hear one door close on one end of the house and another down the hall. Coo Right ! No not really. So right before I  get up their. Her brother starts screaming for me and I go and get him, BrieONE sprayed with with a liquid. I trying to see what he coverd . She comes running down stair with this huge lighter, clicker ,CLIC ClICK, Click, here she comes ,chasing him with, laughing like in the Addams family.

 I the chase her while she is chasing her brother and here we go going around and in and out of the kitchen. ONe is running for his life, the other chasing him feels like this is a game. IM chasing her as I getting like 20  to life flashing before my eyes if she catches him... I finally caught up with her... I got them both to stop and claim down! Sh*t!

Now that was intense!

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VvMichaels It's Amazing how people convience Themselves, that their bullsh*it makes sense... Whatever happened to when I grow up Im gonna do my things my own way...That is because by the time you leave your parents house... Your hoping that their their version of F*uked up conditioning, has not totally taken over your whole way of life. I feel like since I left the house and all I have been doing to trying to get messed way of thinking  to rub off and by out of my life ever since, I left the house at 17. 

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Now what do I mean? some people love how they are, and that's fine, but its not for all of us. My mother made us do the  church thinng like 5 days a week, seven if she could get away with it. I don't think anyone sins that much. The scray thing for me, was all of the mental punishment's I went through were the talks and mental torture.... They all have talent for it!. The first thing they do is sit you down, and show you how bad you really are, and just when they see that your about ready to break! They love you love and tell how god loves you, but you still need to work on it and let god sort it out for you. 

Yeah! in my mothers eye's I was the black Sheep only, becaused she wanted me  to be. I'm the product of  a 44 year old lie, my mother has been trying to hide all her life with extreme predujdice. That  is why I practice the sutra reading, writing and chanting, unproducing myslf to let all that bondage go. That is ture freedom of my journey..