This is VvMichaels in 2021! Not Going through it again in 2022!

 

VvMichaels! Villainz! We went from a group of 100 friends and family, Now! as I stand here it is down to only me as I'm writing you the last blog post of 2021!

Happy New Year ~ I had a crazy year!! I could not wait to get to the end of this year! There were a lot of disappointments for me this year mainly in people I trusted some family some friends, So I designed this logo (today) as my theme flag going into 2022. !

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This is gonna be short and sweet! Thank you all for being Here on my highs and lows. I was living in Vegas and set goals to live a healthy life in a new place with growth and opportunity. 20 years it took to get me out of this city and no matter what I did, to make other people and my family members happy, their way of mine it still ended in the same result! They would find a way to bond with each other when I was around. This is was my turn to be the enemy until I was gone. Now, They all treat me as I did not exist they have changed their Identities and changed their phone numbers, and moved. The funny thing is I was always the one with the least, but I offered the most.  I know what is wrong with me I don't take any sh*t from  So don't think that this is all a bad ending! it's not! 

Even though I lived through all of my worst fears! Jail, homelessness, slander, humiliation, and financial debt! person and property went, Gone! There is nothing else you can do to me that the universe has already handed to me basically meaning my own a**! 20 years OF what I call sheddIng karma, and everyone loved me until I had nothing, but friendship to offer anyone!

 Now I'm going to San Francisco where I always wanted to retire, doing what I want to do writing no longer working for some else other people, who early appreciate yous! No more drama in my life! thanks, everyone! accomplish those goals! I accomplished all of mine when I first moved to Las Vegas, ow she has allowed me to leave on my own, and on to the next stage of my life!  Villainz Out!

What ! Again! Villainz work never done!

 

VvMichaels Here with Yah! 

I just wanted to let you all know that this world is something else! I'm taking no more sh*t from anyone. I not gonna be the person I was before. I was really accessible and open to everyone and after evaluating everyone's actions it's time for me to blend back into the shadows in the physical, and keep my actions online! I will always be here for you here! But my family except a few have really disappointed me and I learned that is family will do ya more than your enemies, be careful!

Well, a least my family did! it sucks! Well, that is life! I'm over it! Now I know why My uncle's said fuck it and I'm gone! See my family claim to be Christians and they operate more like a cult and of the Jim Jones-like nature even the ones who claim they don't follow, still have the cult-like core nature ingrained in them, but they can't see it, and will deny it to this day! But in their eyes, I'm the evil one! lol, They say! lol I laugh, they have no idea of what evil is. If they looked in the mirror they would really know what THE DEVIL REALLY LOOKS LIKE AS  THEY SMILE!

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I'm Harsh and I'm not bitter! I know my words a harsh but so is their Narcissism, and cult-like delusion of Nepotism and separatism and Christianity cultism. To me they make true Christians look bad! I love Christians Who practice Christianity the correct way! So don't think that I'm AGAINST CHRISTIANS, Because as a Buddist I'm I follow emptiness, and Buddhas & Lords! Emptiness & Perfections! 

This is just way cheaper than Therapy, and I don't wanna check out of This lifetime with Bull-jive on my soul, Now, after 20 years of putting up with my families and babies Mommas bullsh*t I have to go back to Vegas and explain wHen after let go of job and ranking hi in Company of  1500 employees I ranked 5, and they let me go! Their fault! They Knew they fu*kEd! Up, So they tried to hire me back. I am now disabled! With a Suit LAW that is! I'm Disabled now! 

Well I have to go, My lady, is Messaging me 

VvMichaels 

Villain OUT! 

Later!

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VvMichaels Back with You again! Hey! 

Missed you all! I have had a really cold, exciting, earth-shattering experience! RememBer Villainz there is no such thing as coincidence, and people wear many masks including family!  I say this because I have had a lot of relationships destroyed by Others being envious and jealous Of what I don't have. 

Let me explain! People are in a constant state of survival and powered by fear of what they don't have drift themselves and pull Others into their chaos in case they need someone to blame, for their downfall for them to make themselves feel okay for their failure or judgment, so they can keep the narcissist ego intact to not accept blame or call themselves wrong in the eyes of other people. 

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This Demon spirit calls for a stage and an audience if you take him out of the spotlight! lookout! Chaos Stricken and horns are out! He/she does not like when you speak the words of logic if he has not asked your opinion, within seconds that person can change as if nothing happened, but hed this warning like a cat they lay low and wait for you to drop your guard and when you do they appear again with a grin as if were a game and when something goes wrong, and if anyone laughs as you read this! Warning this is the person you should be cautious of! lol, now who is laughing! I see you if they can't stop laughing then run! I'm not a comedian and if this is funny to them and they can't control themselves.

stop reading this walk up to the stick out of your hand after you spit on it! and say hello! chatter demon I see you, now stay out Of my way! If they shay and still can't control the laughter now you have your answer! I would smile and exit cautiously as they try to convince you that they are normal with that devilish grin they can't wipe Off their face! I have seen this demon 3 times and it likes to hide as if it is all light, but it's not! Be careful if make this out,  if you don't agree with they go out of their way to make you sick and then try to nurse you back to health until you disagree again! 

                                                                                                                                                                                  I call this one the iEviLCoilaerarion!    My experience and observations on more than one subject in they feed on your attention and when back into a corner beyond their own logic, then spiral out control only to recenter with a vengeance in their heart and mask comes out to win you over then, when your comfortable with them they stike and make you think it came from somewhere or someone else! 

This entity will never take the blame or admit defeat even if it's caught in an incorrect decision or pint of view This daemon comes across as a guy for a  girl and a girl for a guy in spiritual nature, not the physical actions it's all about demonic care and controlling what it thinks is best for you. In a narsasacitic fashion as long as it's in control you are okay until you try to think or do it for yourself. Then  Chaos strikes! Directly or Indirectly!

 It's not about being gay, has nothing to do with it! I  repeat not as gay in physical actions or lifestyle no discrimination. This is spiritual! , what gives this demon away is that he/she has to keep you isolated from everyone and everything and has to dictate you and control everything in your world, including what you watch, think, eat,  and possibly wear or worse.  It treats you as if you were its child no matter your age or position, but be careful because it will chastise even if you have done nothing wrong in the physical when they do, it is because it is low on energy and strikes up division and turns it around on you to cover its tracks. 

Keep in mind they try to control even when goes into mind that may interfere with their programming and persuade you with extreme caution on why you should not do it, to scare you! be careful there are a lot of people whole look like they live well, but they have their own agenda, a possible demonic one for their purpose only no one else. This is how this entity works

Do not try to argue with it oNly feeds more strike to keep the purpose of why they are needed in your life and they will point out as it they did something going, pointing it out too you over and over until you agree.  

They cast illusions to anyone who will hear them! 

WHo am To write This 

I'm just no one, experience is writing this!

Be cautious of all being!

Stay Villain Safe! 

EGO Is The Root Of All Evil!

 

The day comes where we all had enough! 

Vvmichaels is this his story about people who we claimed to be close until

he had a problem! 

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The interesting thing about people is when everyone is doing good and in a good environment, the world is your oyster! I have not been raised in the normal traditional way of my classmates. It does not mean that I had bad parents, they were good it was just their conditioning that annoyed me! When they got older with time in their age... It got worse!

People debate and fight all the time about who is right or wrong and the 1-3 percenter don't give a sh*t why? Cause the take it all in! that is the right answer, while we fight one another through the power of ego! This is why I like being a Buddist we do\ not course in form, and we do not debate! 

Moving along!

Now the sad thing is many people maybe even you have no full understanding of why I'm sharing, and that is okay too because we all have to learn at least one concept or lesson a day in our lives, if we don't then we're not really living. The purpose of my article is people in this Pandemic have been divided by status and form of who or who has not been vaccinated or who has the money or credit or not! 

I hate to say it the ones who are losing their minds are the ones who relied on our sources for mental and financial supports. So who do you lean on when your support need's financial and mental social, and financial now needs support? Think about it! Right!

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keep in mind that a gift-giver does not perceive when he/she give or receive! a true Buddhist does not 

debate, or hate we only give and appreciate! 

This is the reason the people will only take and others with hate you for the success that you do on your own. Why cause one wants to appear as though they are behind on anything! Mentally, physically or spiritually, and definitely financially!

That's is why I feel no one should ever feel like they are left behind in this world in a crazy pandemic crisis! Help each other and who cares if they think were villainz

In the words of my Mentor who passed and made the Transition! 

"We don't do it because we look good! We just look good doing it! lol

In memory of Sherrie Winnings! 

R.I.P

Get It Now & Not In While In The Afterlife

VvMichaels Mediation is  my only dose of 

This reality! 

It's hard trying to understand a world that is constantly changing and moving lightspeed, and have you notice so is our reality. I'm not sure if you are into this type of observation, but I remember when I was a kid, I was always looking into the star. I think a lot of us were at that are from the age of 10-years old and up. unless you're like a little Sheldon! lol, Well, I did not grow up with any of those kids. 

If I did universe probably would have m, made me his personal bodyguard.  Growing up like a kindergarten equalizer. lol MovIng long!

Getting back on the topic I have been in meditation for the last 21-years of my life and now I'm in my 40's I have to say I live my 40's and hated my 20's I know I'm quite unique or just confirmed my own insanity, anywho!  You hear me make Videos on youtube and times it seems like I'm bashing my family. I came from a strict religious family, where I know most of you can relate to my trauma in my religion, endeavors, and experiences with my family. This all started, due to one person's fears of who she is as a person. my mother. 

She sees me like this because in her religion they love to control others, well you don't the leaders lift very much but a communion cup and snack. not pun! This is what my mother sees!

Sometimes I  think she sees a thug in a hoodie when she has no idea who many people I have helped over the years. the last time I was there. I tried to help my stepdad  And when to pinpoint the problem on his computer. He look at me cause he was mad that I found it and he couldn't then he convinced himself that I did and continued to change his router password once a week for another 6 months. Now, who's paranoid, that's a new level of router security. 

 Well I was talking about my mother and it shifted to my stepdad, who in the end I found out he would get drunk and would make up sh*t to my mom just to keep him out of the hot seat for money that came up missing. I found this, one day cause my mother confessed when she was mad at him one day. 

I did nothing! Man, that really sucked! Born with the enemy not me, but they sure thought I was

So so when I got into computers, my stepdad fear me then, and on the other side, my mom was thinking I was a lap dog of Satan! 

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NO wonder I drank! This was a normal weekend in my house group up. 

So I was getting on both sides all while I going up! I had to write this

I finally realized that I would find myself to be earthbound if I never get this off my chest, haunting people who look and act like them. I don't even think I would lucky enough, with my experience in the occult to get a notice for deed's on Ghost adventures.lol

So that is why I'm doing this! 

ThankYou! 

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I go where time takes me and truth is the muse of my teacher, people have a hard time with me due to I don't hold back! I'm a Black Goth and I love it. I was told not to expose myself, cause when people find out I'm black, and of mixed descent, that would cripple my numbers. 

Wow! I said I had thnk about that, and you know what I said. Well, if that is the case then those are the assh*les I really don't want following me then or reading my sh*t! but they still do. I love gothic chick's and I have yet to meet one that was into me. I definitely have been crucified for my thoughts and the reality we live in. This is what people are afraid of in the information age.

When you first look at me I seem no different than anyone else, until you hold a conversation with me than my uniqueness that then stands out! I feel like a Vamp most of the time. My energy penetrates others' auras and I am able to read people and relate to others on a much deeper level than most are used to.

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I am still a dreamer, but now I'm a dreamer that once the dream comes to me I make it manifest into my reality through action. this is the only way to overcome fear and obstacles. If you read my work this is just me and how I think. Now, that I have had 21 years of training on un-producing of oneself of what others would call mind-bending. I'm not talking no heaven's gate thinking too. that sh*t mess them up in the end!  I feel like they were trying to do the Buddist philosophy, and twisted it using Christianity, The path to enlightenment will never allow or ask you anything, especially e destruction, of one's self in this lifetime! I feel sorry for those types of individuals! 

Buddha Bless! 

This is where I come Into my thoughts and have compassion for others, but we do not give directives, we allow others to figure it out for themselves and only make suggestions only if they ask. 

Villainz For me you hear me say this all the time on all my blog posts and tweets! This is my lifestyle and I would not wish my life on my worse enemy. I have been hated all my life since I was born and my YubeTube videos are my confession and video archive diary. 

Villainz This Villain when through some Sh**! 

I don't care about you do I write what I write because I can. 

 

My" Dove" Before My "Minx" Equal & Different!

This is not sexist in no how =nO WAY!vILLAINZ in our own way!

Who can be stable in a place where others group together and find you to be the other when you did nothing, but stand there! Welcome to villainz! With a so not slur! you know what I am doing! So what are we doing? It's not up to me, but we! I just like to write and kiss you long into the good night.  The one before I left and, and your trust me to see that we can be the most that your world will not allow. 

The hells are real and she knew that in the form of my expression that her time was running out and I took her for granted with an uncle who ran off at the mouth. stressing her out because of her beauty and probably pimping her out. I told her that I never know who she really was in this life, but I lied and the hacker in me penetrated like a double edge knife, I was intrigued about the lady, my queen who found me and she guessed and found a world she wanted me to surround thee. 

if you're wondering if I know what I'm talking about or if I need a hug or just grab me! how about Just bit me I'm good! with onion and this way, you don't have to fight me. I'm a villain and This is not what I'm all bout I'm talking about a queen for three years in a sea of sex and abuse, mental physical, and she still knew she was my muse, living in an emotional drought! Until the day she found me, and it was years from the days they society turned her out! 

Is it my fault, I think not, but the day you find out you love is a Pornstar, what do you think your minis about! Villainz. To this day I do not judge and still love her, and yes call me what you want I spent three years, and we never shared a cover. I was your love your mystery and your pentester, lover, and future cover, in the reality we live is better than than the other, never being a lover. I hear ya! I miss ya! I can never see you being with others, why? 

Cause you had so many in so many positions already, All my fears no tears, and they never ever wanted to hear as they brag and use you for the cover of their dark mags, and you dream of after a weekend is a body bag! You hear me after the crazy week you had you live one world answers! it okay you used the right one! 

I know your reality, but it's okay with me! You are just a beautiful woman, and I know you just love me! I put out the rest and if I'm wrong I just guess I'm blessed! to make you happy you think I am too naive for your life's mess

peace!

I loved my Girl, My last wife, my undercover PornStar! 

Chassie K.