VvMichaels Mediation is my only dose of This reality!
It's hard trying to understand a world that is constantly changing and moving lightspeed, and have you notice so is our reality. I'm not sure if you are into this type of observation, but I remember when I was a kid, I was always looking into the star. I think a lot of us were at that are from the age of 10-years old and up. unless you're like a little Sheldon! lol, Well, I did not grow up with any of those kids.
If I did universe probably would have m, made me his personal bodyguard. Growing up like a kindergarten equalizer. lol MovIng long!
Getting back on the topic I have been in meditation for the last 21-years of my life and now I'm in my 40's I have to say I live my 40's and hated my 20's I know I'm quite unique or just confirmed my own insanity, anywho! You hear me make Videos on youtube and times it seems like I'm bashing my family. I came from a strict religious family, where I know most of you can relate to my trauma in my religion, endeavors, and experiences with my family. This all started, due to one person's fears of who she is as a person. my mother.
She sees me like this because in her religion they love to control others, well you don't the leaders lift very much but a communion cup and snack. not pun! This is what my mother sees!
Sometimes I think she sees a thug in a hoodie when she has no idea who many people I have helped over the years. the last time I was there. I tried to help my stepdad And when to pinpoint the problem on his computer. He look at me cause he was mad that I found it and he couldn't then he convinced himself that I did and continued to change his router password once a week for another 6 months. Now, who's paranoid, that's a new level of router security. Well I was talking about my mother and it shifted to my stepdad, who in the end I found out he would get drunk and would make up sh*t to my mom just to keep him out of the hot seat for money that came up missing. I found this, one day cause my mother confessed when she was mad at him one day.
I did nothing! Man, that really sucked! Born with the enemy not me, but they sure thought I was
So so when I got into computers, my stepdad fear me then, and on the other side, my mom was thinking I was a lap dog of Satan!
NO wonder I drank! This was a normal weekend in my house group up.
So I was getting on both sides all while I going up! I had to write this
I finally realized that I would find myself to be earthbound if I never get this off my chest, haunting people who look and act like them. I don't even think I would lucky enough, with my experience in the occult to get a notice for deed's on Ghost adventures.lol
So that is why I'm doing this!
ThankYou!
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